Some Real Shit... (Mixed Thoughts)
Yay! I am back; yesterday I had to write on paper which was fine. Poor Tosh (my laptop) was resetting and detoxing (cleaning). I swear I never really thought that it would take that long, but it did. So, yesterday while I was giving Tosh a break I was considering using tabby (my tablet) or apple ( my iPhone). It then hit me that maybe I shouldn’t use any freaking thing. I should just use some good ole pen and paper. That is what we had before all these electronics!
I have been thinking lately about why girls can be so damn sneaky. I mean guys are sneaky as fuck, but some girls can go above and beyond. I call it “sidechickness”. Guys have this big thing about them being able to do what they want, but when their woman starts acting a damn fool just like them they want to cry and shit. My thing is why the hell expect shit out of me that you can’t even do your damn self? I mean it kind of makes a little bit of sense because when you are in a relationship you are supposed to be able to bring some of the things the other person can’t bring to the table. That is not always the case.
Some people have that one person who brings things to the table and the other bottom feeder eats every damn thing in fucking site. There was not positive way to put that. There is always one in the relationship who can or might eventually end up being like that. It hits you like a “What the Fuck” type of thing. Like a damn hungry rabid as dog eating at your damn leg cause they want a real bone. We as females like to think that these fat heads will change, but once they have it set in their mind they are right we can either take it or not take shit. I do both on some occasions.
I swear sometimes in the dating life there always comes that one guy or girl that will just date and argue for the make up sex. Are you that damn desperate for sex your have to come up with that excuse of them all? They say that make up sex is the best sex, but is it really? I am sure not for everyone. Then the other thing that kind of kills me is the picky ass people.
Some people can be so damn picky. Like really? Some people should not even have that privilege. Let me tell you. SO, one time I dated this guy and he was tripping. He was talking about how he wanted and deserved a girl who looked like a model and all that jazz. I was young at the time and I broke up with him right after that. Honestly it did not bother me with what he said, what did bother me is the fact he was overweight, out of shape, and just the opposite of everything he is telling me he wants. The thing was why do you want me to change? I wasn’t changing shittttttt.
There was this one guy in high school I probably would have given my entire world to. When it came down to my good bye I never said anything and I am a little relieved that I didn’t. Not everything is meant to be and not everything is meant to go your way. There are so many different ways to say what I am feeling, but I will probably save that one for another post! Just do me a favor and stop regretting and start living!! Be like Tosh and just reset and cleanse ha-ha.
Take My Word…xoxo
JaLeigha
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