Tired Girl....
11:42pm and I am seriously sitting here just looking around while everyone is sleeping. I am so damn tired, but there is some part of me that will not let me sleep. I don’t know if it is because of all the damn drama. I don’t know if it is because I am excited or maybe because there is a damn fly buzzing around. I am going to probably kill it soon.
I am excited to say that I have a job!! Yay! Right? So, all I have to do is keep it. Hopefully I can pick up a second job. I am not trying to be greedy or take up to much, but I am trying to catch up on the almost 2 years of cash flow I have been missing. Maybe, if time will allow I will have three jobs. We will see. I have so much to accomplish and I feel that in this one life of Jasmine Palmer I can do it.
So the last couple of days have really made me realize that when people are going through shit they can’t stand or take alone then they try to include others. Like, I have literally learned that some people can really show their true colors within minutes of knowing them or even years. One day they will do it. I am talking friendship wise.
I feel like you can’t really have a true friendship unless you seriously know each other. That is not always the case for every one because in all honesty you never really know the whole truth about anyone or their intentions. I have seriously been burned by people who were really close to me and I thought were my real friends.
Today I really asked myself “What is a true friend?” like, does anyone know? People get acquaintance and friend mixed up really quickly. I am not going to lie to you. This post has no type of direction. I just have so much on my mind I want to share. I feel like I should have planned this post yah know?
Other than that I will be continuing to plan my event! I am so excited so far. I am also looking for a good date and looking at prices for conference rooms, tables, and all that jazz. I have been looking through business cards and logo designs. I love everything I am seeing so far. I am still working on the sponsorship forms and maybe some swag bags. I think that it would be great to have something for like the first 50 guests. I have a lot of ideas as you can see. I am just hoping it all comes together.
Well, here I am dozing off. I will have a post tomorrow. Night loves…
Take My Word…xoxo
JaLeigha
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