Confused Girl.....
Hey! I am going to be seriously upfront and honest (like I always am) and tell you all I am so fucking happy to be at home right now. I am tired as fuck and I can actually say it is a great feeling. I was ready to pass the fuck out when I go into the door. I went to an awesome ass concert last night thanks to my lovely boyfriend lettuce. His name isn’t lettuce that is just his alias; the man does not like being out there.
Today was a long ass day I know I am supposed to be sleeping right now especially due to the fact I will be working all day tomorrow. I might as well kiss daylight and sleep goodbye. Saturday I will be catching up on sleep and I will also be picking up my little sister. I am actually feeling a little bit better about my day wrapping up. I have two jobs, I am getting around (you know what the hell I mean), the apartment search is coming along, but hey the money and the hours are stacking up.
So, you are all really wondering why I am confused. I will tell you. I swear that it seems like if it is not one thing then it is another. I feel like people are just out to get others and be a hater of some sort. For example, you can dislike a musician, but love their music. I can hate Girl Scout (I don’t), but love their cookies (I do). I am sure you get it by now. The thing that kills me is why is it so bad for people to express themselves? The confusing part to me is that when they let loose people hop on them and start judging.
There is nothing wrong with being yourself! I do think some people can take it far sometimes, but it is like we need those people who are over the top. I say this because I know that I am a bitch. I used to be a half out spoken little girl who took a lot of shit because the people around were always watching me. Now, it is 2014. I could give a fuck less. The people that are watching me…psh you can love me or hate me, but it won’t make or break me. I am doing what I want to do (for the most part). I am not in the least bit disappointed in where I am at today in my life.
SO, where is the confusion? I am confused as to how people feel they can write or re-write someone else’s path in life. How the hell does it happen? I mean there are people out there who do those types of things in a positive way. So, here is the deal I am going to wrap this up I just want to grace you some words and my presence through my words. I will be back tomorrow if I am not knocked the fuck out. Love You!
P.S. you will be hearing about that concert!!!
Take My Word…xoxo
JaLeigha
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