Cheers...
Of course it has been a while so let us just get right into it. I have been spending my time working and a tiny bit of partying here and there. I cannot seriously believe that it is almost Valentine’s Day. I am honestly to the point in my life that I believe that giving your heart to someone can be a waste of time. I am not speaking for everyone, just myself. I used to seriously look forward to Valentine’s Day and now I am all like “Oh…” I can’t really get into the whole story right now, but I promise you later I will.
In other news, I have been getting ready for my military ball that is approaching fast. I did get the gown delivered to my apartment safe and sound. Unfortunately, when I went to put the gorgeous ass thing on I found myself struggling to zip the damn thing up. My boobs were too damn big. I honestly don’t know how the hell my dress would not fit because of my boobs. The worst part is that everyone I see (male wise) is saying that my fucking boobs are getting bigger. I don’t like it one bit. Of all the issues I thought I would have I did not think that my boobs would be one. I thought it would be my stomach or my hips. Though, I have been losing weight.
Things have been going pretty good for the most part and I will admit that these past months have been pretty fun. I think I have seriously learned my first lesson of the year. I definitely know who my friends are and where to find them when I most need them. You don’t always have to be around. One thing I know for sure is that with me being distracted it is time for me to get back on track. One of my greatest fears was being alone for the rest of my life. The truth is I will never be alone if I have myself.
Last week I went to drill 4 days early. I thought it would be the worst thing in my life, honestly it was pretty okay. I got time to think to myself and see who my real friends were. I also got to sleep. Let me tell you all of the sleep I got was much needed. I am still apartment hunting and I found one that I have fell in love with, but there is also the option of getting a house. The problem with both is that I am always on the move. What is the point of getting a house if I am never going to be there?
Anyways, I will be back later. I am tired as hell and I have to be to work in the morning. Cheers to the single life.
Take My Word…xoxo
JaLeigha
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